7th of May 2007, aku pikir aku nak spend time ngan bini. just our own time together, doing nothing. appreciating what we have unfolded so far. reminisce the wonderful wonderful journey, and the light in the future.
"meet at 5 kay? depan library."
"okay syg.. c you there.."
and then we headed to pasir ris park. the usual stoning and embracing each other's company thingy which i always love. haha. i thought that was it.
although sumthing felt fishy, [no, not because we were on the waterbreaker next to the sea] but sumhow, i felt, that wasnt it.
as i was lying there, almost motionless on her lap. i heard a bunch of annoying but soothing combination of voices singing or perhaps yelling the birthday song. she hugged. and i smiled, super-widely. ALMOST cried, but i didnt. and then i realised. that i am in fact, VERY MUCH LOVED.
and that is the greatest gift anyone could have given me. thanx eh korang.. seriously sehh.. aku happy gila.. sayang seh korang.
braers: khaldun,anas,ahmad,safwan,raziman,lutfi,arfian,izzad.
sisters: fifi,liyana,nurul.
sister-in-law: effa supergirl.
dan bini ku tersayang : naryzan yoghurt [i heard you spearheaded it eh, amazing =P]
and to everyone else who remembered my special day.
THANX FOR MAKING MY 18TH WONDERFUL. while we're at it, while stop here? jiwa tetap must go on.
with love and all gratefulness,
Hydil. =)
